Sunday, December 27, 2009

radom

I don't know what to say and how to say for my emotion now
Seem like a-abit of emotional lost and feeling like lost in space
Christmas had end few day ago ,rewind back its almost a year, i mean the time pass thought fast,
and many flash back at this moment about friends family and relatioship between someone and me , kinda stress this years .... non-top work have to do..... for my future (study).

Why my life can't like you guys have lover and friends all the time stick together, take photos , drinking , shopping ,chit chat.

I enjoy read people's blogs, but i always get jealous because the things i didn't have,
I very tried of this and i promise you guys don't want to blog to many emo things at here like old time, this maybe the last.

I hope this will end everything soon and i want to lives like everyone else ... to be happy
so away emo and sadness , i hate you !!

I want to be a better man

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Is kinda sad when i read yr post. I had the same feeling u felt; jealous when see ppl owned when browse thru their blogs. But now, i'm happy. Y? I appreciate what i have & had, show care & sincerity to people who care for me and others as well.

Sometimes yr ignorance made those ppl who really care abt u sad/mad and dunno wat to do to aid u and relief from yr pain.

When u ask for Happiness and Love, sometimes they required u to give/share/accept 1st instead of sitting there; crying like a baby beg for it. Like this it wont come!!! U will only get pityness.

My reply for yr post might be too offensive. U can delete it right away when u done reading it. Just buck up and be a man!!!