Negative I-ions

I found out my self 

was spreading Negative ions,

that makes people dislike me and feels hate me,

some mystery attack on me, 

Ergo,jealousy,hate,"very care about small things"

Grand on me, 

Some people are planing out to moving out because of me.

i'm sorry if what when that i do's on you guys.

I will be Moody a while and silent a while,

All things that i will 

Pretended 

I can't 

See 

Heard

Touch

Feels

Mouth is the most poisons things can

poisons people day-by-day,

until people really poisons,

there will get fas-tu-ra-ted 

to you

Just like 

what happened at 

MSN,SMS, even talking.

This days always thinking how to Run Away from this incident,back to KL leave this place erase this memory, nowadays Friends become like enemy gossip a-lot, makes them or me hate each other.

Feels like air are getting less, and very hard to breath ~ 

I already 19 Years  old, 

Now feels like "beh-tahan" 

Then, Cry already 

Why does this happened?

It is my fault.

Alex arr ..... see this post also spreading Negative ions.......

Stop this kind of Act lah ..... 

Don't know Why

Tension, Tried

God, do you have other lane to give me  walk ? 

Amen ~ 

Long time didn't blogging 

this is because every time i want to blog,

somethings stop me always, 

Feeling i can't express my self, 

its hard to desrcript,

No ones knows, hehe 

This secret keeped very deeply, 

only, some of the secret friends, know what happened,

haha... its hard to tells.

Just read the ShamRocKie's blog

Things that shouting out from his heart truly, 

so glad my he found hiss's 

 what ever when ever he didn't reply me back to 

SMS,MSN and etc. 

ha ha... I'm kinda stupid keep chatting with the people 

will not reply me .

Thanks to him because i know how cruel, he is. 

this lesson teach me never, 

falls feelings on That ~ 

Ehm.. other way, 

keep it as an experiences,

who made people grow  or maturely.

Thank-you very much Mr.Chai~

Suffocate

People has change allot this days,

I'm change 

He were change 

She Change

It change .

Don't whether  is the time, 

now i know that, 

when you know one people longer in time, 

you will know their attitude, 

so sad that,

i will record that in my mind, 

cruel,Lies,Laziness,progress,kind,feeling,emotion,care,love and etc.

Its makes me scare to face it, 

Just feels that very horrible, and 

don't like to them,

Everyday

Pray and Pray

Hope tomorrow will be better.

And 

Now still waiting or finding 

other 

people who i 

love.

------

I'm lost 

Please help~ 

Emo-ing 

Planing to go Singapore 

To relax my self ... 

help !! 

Suffocate

nothing to post

today i really got nothing to talk about,

just want tells blaf,

I so glad Crson has found his LOver,

haha,

I just Broke the relationship with Hermoine,

I didn't dare to tell her

what had happen actuarlly,

Now i already found where is my problem,

The problem is i can't tell~ 

Just miss, Just wait, Whats happend Next to me ~ 

Hermoine, i'm sorry that i can't LOve you so much like old time that we been together,

Don't cry for me please, 

I'm not the one you need to cry for me ...

It My problem ... 

So So Sorry ~ 

----

I'm Lost Man!! 

Can some one tell me how to get home ? 

I need a special person who that really super care about me ~ 

Help ~ 

Living the Human's HeLL

That All  

The Day 2

04december ~ aLvin's 

Bird

Bird 

Day

Turn 18 

looo 

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